Monday, November 30, 2009

Big Sky Country




Sometimes, I have no idea where these kids come from. One minute, I'm tearing my hair out and the next, they've got some profound (or, more often, hilarious) thought to share with me.
For instance, this afternoon I spent a good 4 full minutes trying to figure out how to help EA figure out the word "he." I mean, how do you even explain that? The "h" sound....the "e" sound...no? And then, he goes and makes a connection between the Darfur refugees I'm reading to him about and the Afghani ones in his video game. Then, he asks me the definitions of two words that "have really been bothering him" over break as he watched his favorite cartoons: "nostalgic" and "oblivious." I mean, I guess I wouldn't recommend the jump from "he" to
"oblivious" all that often, but today it just had to be made.


Also, Season 4 of Friday Night Lights...now I remember why I'm in TX:



Friday, November 6, 2009

What's the Capitol of Texas? ...... Asia?

Whew! Just so you all know, I fell asleep writing that last post. Oh the thrill. I hope you don't do the same while reading.


On another note, I realized something very interesting yesterday. Now, since it's dark as sin when I leave work, I get to drive home in the dark, rather than to work in the dark. And I discovered a hidden gem - something so uniquely TX that I didn't even know to look for them, and now that I do, they are everywhere!






That's right: the taco truck. Now, when I drive home the blinking lights and blaring music are insanely distracting...and bizarrely (for an herbivore -- we're studying them) attracting. On my particular drive home, there are 7 in a 2 1/2 mile stretch. Now that I notice them, I saw a guy sitting at one this morning around 6:45 -- breakfast taco? Yumm...I'm keeping my eyes open for a veg-friendly one because I feel very left out.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Student Snapshot #2: EA

EA and I spend waaaaay too much time together. This is his second time in 6th grade at YES and he still cannot read or write. He's also kind of a goof ball and just doesn't know what to do with himself in every class that involves reading or writing...which is all 9 hours of the day. Of those 9 hours, he and I sit together for about 3 over the course of the day. I pull him out of class for "direct instruction" (apparently someone thinks I know how to teach dyslexic 13 year old kids their letter sounds and then how to read 6th grade material) for an hour during the day, then he usually comes in to the Lab during study hall for 50 minutes, and then we spend 1 1/2 after school together doing his homework for the next day (or what he didn't hand in today). Let's just say there are pros and cons to this arrangement.

Pro: when we work together with absolutely no other people in the lab, no noises, no shiny objects, his attention span is pretty good and we can accomplish a lot.

Con: sometimes these accomplishments turn out to just be testaments to his amazing guessing skills.

Pro: he has to come in every day after school (part of a disciplinary final contract) so that means he can't just circle answers on everything he's given.

Con: sometimes after 9 hours I just want to go home...

Pro: He knows all his letters now (except 5)

Con: I still have to read every single thing to him.

Pro: He's a pretty good listener considering his attention span.

Con: He actually can't even look at a white page with black lettering. Apparently there is a disease called Irlens that causes the rods in your eyes to over-fire when exposed to different light sources. On the link above, you can find some examples of what the kids see when they look at a worksheet or a computer or a projector. It's pretty crazy to think about what it would be like to see everything so distorted. So, EA is being tested tomorrow for this, but all signs point to Irlens at this point: headaches when trying to read (which I usually scoff at as him making excuses), falling asleep while reading (which I also yell at him about), rubbing his eyes and blinking constantly, telling me how his eyes go all "googly" when he looks at his math homework. So fingers crossed, Irlens is it, and with the colored overlays (the quick fix cure) he'll be able to read like a champ....we'll see.

Pro: We sometimes actually have a good time together! Still, sometimes I want to strangle him for real.

Con: Irlens isn't the only disease he's got: swine flu, lice and ring worm. Holla!

I guess this has to be all for now because EA has run me down for yet another day.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Student Snapshot #1: JAR

The students I work with are the biggest part of my life here in Houston so to try to describe them all at once would be overwhelming. So I've decided to offer some quick snapshots into the Learning Lab and the students I work with most often. (For privacy rights, I'm going to just use their initials - I thought about nicknames but that would be waay confusing and I'd probably call them by their inappropriate nickname at school and that would just be weird.)

So! Allow me to introduce student #1: 6th grader, J.A.R. (He's got a double name, just like me, so I decided to put him first.)

This kid is at once adorable, hilarious and he makes you want to pull your hair out.

First of all, he looks like this munchkin (except Mexican, not Asian) and, really no matter what he does, you just want to squeeze his cheeks:


Oh, and he wears transition lens glasses. So when he walks into the sun, his glasses darken and he kind of looks crazy. But hilarious.

JAR speaks fluent Spanglish, but not much English. His notes in class are riddled with "y," "en," and spellings like "parque." But he tries so hard! Whenever I ask him comprehension questions, like, "Why do you think Rule by Many is better than Rule by One?" he wrinkles his brow, looks directly into my eyes and stammers through a random collection of words picked up in his social studies lesson. He waves his hands around emphatically, lists his arguments on his fingers and seems to be asking me with his eyes whether I understand the complex point he is making. When I ask another guiding question (to clarify the gibberish I just heard), he shakes his head, "No, Missa Graf, este people can vote, many." Ohhh, I see. He gets it! Right?

And I didn't really anticipate McGrath to be a difficulty, but, oh my goodness, it is impossible! A few kids get it and berate their peers for their struggles with the Mc and Gr and th. At this point, though, I think this is a battle I'll leave alone, and from here on out, as long as I'm not just "Miss," I'll take "Graf," "MissaGrah" and "Mc...Miss!" There are other things to worry about...

For instance, how to get JAR all caught up after missing about a week of school! He's a social butterfly and cannot spend two seconds quietly if there are other students in the Learning Lab. He makes eyes at them, making them giggle. He pats his belly and makes a pained face, begging for cookies (really). He mimics a teacher tone and tells everyone, "Good job!" nodding his head and just being goofy and ridiculous. He jokes with the teachers, asking Mr. O why he was eating sunflower seeds, didn't he know those were for birds? Is he sure he got those at the grocery store and not at PetSmart? The worst is that most of the time, I can't help myself and I laugh, too. This makes it difficult to reign him in and make him focus on something that's hard for him. Which is basically everything. I've been trying to take a tougher stance with him, but sometimes when I look into those slowly fading transition lenses, I can't help but smile. And then he smiles (with those cheeks!) and its all over...

Two other very interesting facts about JAR:
#1: His dad does light shows as a job. Like a light technician or something, for shows or performances. So JAR does this, too! He works on the computer and makes light shows and competes on the weekends. Super cool.

#2: The reason he was out for the majority of last week is crazy. This poor munchkin was in a freak accident of sorts last summer. He was at a carnival/fair thing and went on the ride that just has a lot of swings attached to it and it spins around (see image below). Mid-ride, his swing broke and he flew off of it, breaking both his legs. Just take one moment and imagine that...





So he had rods put into his legs. And this past week he got them taken out (he showed me the surgery wounds...I gagged). I'm pretty sure I'll never, ever ride one of those things again. And hell will freeze over before I let anyone I know ride one, either.

So, that's JAR. I hope you guys enjoyed meeting him!

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Karma?



So far, I have avoided the dreaded swine flu (knock on wood!). I think it might have something to do with my animal karma. Bacon's revenge? What would bacon want with me? I haven't even had "fakin bacon" in forever, so let's hope my good vibes keep all the sick kiddos from infecting me.

Remember when schools were shut down at the very first sniffle during the swine flu scare? Well now kids and teachers have it - and we still show up to school. One of the students who has been out for five days straight is a project of mine - I spend at least two hours a day with him. Let's just say my fingers are crossed and I'm even steering clear of any fake ham products until this season is over.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

I Won a Bookcase!


I can't believe it! I seriously won a bookcase - and it's full of books! Some amazing high school kid in Houston built 5 bookcases and had a book drive to fill them so he could donate them to other public schools in Houston. I saw this on a TFA email, took the silly survey, and was just browsing our latest TFA newsletter and saw my name listed as one of the winners! This is particularly strange because, for those of you who don't know, TFA sends out a bajillion emails and even more surveys, if you can believe it. I used to think that they were all just a waste of my time - I mean, of all people, doesn't TFA know that I don't have time for this? - until now!! I am so pumped!

I'm not ignoring the fact that this is my first post in over a month. I just have so much to say! It's daunting - so I'm procrastinating. But, I promise, more to come soon -- maybe even pictures of my new bookcase at school!

Friday, August 28, 2009

High Aspirations

As soon as I found out that I was moving to Houston to teach, I immediately formulated a long-term plan: in two years time, I would become Tami Taylor. Mrs. Taylor, commonly known as "Coach's Wife," and more recently, as "Principal Taylor," represents everything any self-respecting teacher could possibly be: beautiful, thoughtful, compassionate, hip, and her rapid ascent in the public school heirarchy is dizzying. I think it's safe to say that I'll be taking my cues from Pricipal Taylor in the upcoming season.



In a bizarre turn of events, however, it seems as if I have some competition from another special educator teaching in Houston. We contacted a school office today to accesss some records for our students. To my dismay, (and this is 100% true) we were redirected to speak with a woman actually named Tami Taylor. Talk about an unfair advantage! However, I am not discouraged: I have a vision, and I will not be defeated.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Houston Weather!


Most days begin gloriously. I get to watch the sunrise as I drive to school with my coffee. (See below)




But the other day I got a little taste of Houston weather. Apparently it was "nothing" compared to any sort of hurricane, but I almost lost my cool. I felt like a scared puppy who just wants to crawl into the bathtub until the thunder stops. Alas, I was in my car, right in the thick of it. The sky was almost green and the lightening was the most frightening thing I had ever seen. I was certain that every clap of thunder was the end of my life. Needless to say, I survived, but I'm petrified of what the rest of hurricane season has to bring!


Saturday, August 22, 2009

My Houston Home

Here are some pictures for everyone to visualize what my tough life as a teacher will look like at The Carlton:


Lounging by this pretty sweet pool.









Walking back along the lusciously green path from the pool to our apartment.








Meditating in the mediation garden right outside my door.







Lounging in the living room/bar area/breakfast nook to the left.

And sleeping on an IKEA masterpiece created by my mother and sister, modeled by Snowy, to your right.

Employment!

I am finally Ms. McGrath! In a crazy whirlwind process that I still can't quite wrap my head around, I got in contact with a school, had an interview and was offered the job, in a span of about 28 hours. Nutso.

This past weekend was my cousin Sarah's absolutely gorgeous wedding in Chicago. Still without a job, I was leaving Houston on Thursday afternoon for the Windy City. Two hours before I left, I got a call from TFA telling me someone might call me for a special education position at a charter school, was I interested? (Note: I have been telling TFA since the very beginning that I wanted to be involved in special education, but they weren't sure about how big the program was going to be, or what the demand for SpEd teachers would be, so that never materialized...until now.) I waited until the last minute to leave my apartment and drive to the airport, barely got my bag checked and still, no call. So I got in touch with TFA who got in touch with the school who called me right there by Gate B7. I frantically set up an interview for the next day, rushed back from the bridal shower to prep for 15 minutes, gave my schpiel, and then got a text 15 minutes after from TFA saying I got it. Wasn't that easy?

So now, about the job! Its at a public charter school called YES Prep (formerly YES College Preparatory - a condition of graduation is that each student is accepted to a 4 year college) and I'm teaching at the Southwest campus. I think there are 7 campuses altogether across Houston, and we're the Mavericks (awesome). It was founded by a TFA alum and something crazy like 60% of the teachers are either current corps members or alumni. I am teaching Special Ed as a Learning Lab Specialist. The Learning Lab is like a resource room for special education students, but we do not pull them out of their general education classes, rather, they come to us when they need assistance on an assignment, quiz or test. And just in the first week, I have met tons and tons of students. The Learning Lab turns out to be a pretty busy place!

Another part of the job is supporting general education teachers and providing them with strategies, accommodations and modifications that will help the special education students succeed in their gen ed classrooms. And then another part of the job is the large amount of paperwork which still seems to be written in a completely different language. But, in addition to working closely with the students and their teachers, we get to build strong relationships with their parents, as well. So, best case scenario, we can support our students on many different levels and do a lot to push them towards academic achievement.

The first week was crazy: I signed things, observed other YES classes (amazing teachers and students), took a special education certification test (passed), read a lot of files, and tried to remember all the names and faces of the YES SW family, staff and students. Thank goodness I have Kate, an '08 corps member at YES SW who is the other Learning Lab Specialist. She has been so helpful and understanding and made me feel so welcome. And she is phenomenal at her job, so I'm looking forward to learning everything I can from her and I think we'll have a great year!

There will be so much more to come, but I guess that was a brief, basic rundown of the whirlwind week where my life shifted completely. If it is confusing to you, then I think you've got the right idea. I can't quite follow it either!

Monday, August 10, 2009

Awkward August Limbo


Posting has been difficult seeing as how the person we were "sharing" wireless internet with since we moved in has either locked it up or moved away. I guess now we have to step up and be adults...

There isn't too much to report at this point. I am still unplaced and trying really hard not to worry too much about it. Everyone says it will be fine, and I believe them...most of the time. I get emails often, updating me on the progress of everyone else getting placed, and I am slowly approaching the last 14% of '09 corps members not placed as school rapidly approaches. I spend time in the library pretending I have things to do, and reading things that may or may not ever pertain to my classroom. I am certified as a 4-8 generalist (I could teach any subject in that grade span) but there's talk that we could be placed in elementary schools, so that widens my span to possibly include Pre-K through 8th grade. So, reading about how to give out stickers or properly sit on the carpet may or may not help me in an 8th grade classroom. But that reading is keeping me busy.

In addition to haunting the library (for wireless connection as much as anything else), I am attending the new teacher trainings for HISD. It was during one of our sessions that I came across this gem of a poster at a middle school:

Enrique, quite seductively encouraging our young Spanish-speaking students to "lea" ("read"). And the book? The Old Man and the Sea. I'm pretty sure if I were 11 and went to this school, I'd hang out by this poster all the time.

Monday, August 3, 2009

First Visitor!

This past weekend I had the incredibly exciting opportunity to host my very first visitor! Carolyn (Georgetown roommate) came to visit from NY, where she is anxiously awaiting her next big step: moving to Honduras for a full year of service. In light of the wobbly political situation down there, her departure date was pushed back to August 15th, and she had a few unexpected weeks of vacation left in the US. So she made the trek to Houston (who wouldn't?) to experience the heat. It was awesome.

We did some great touristy things, finally making it to the Menil Collection (really cool) and the Rothko Chapel (awesome). We had our very first "dinner partay," meaning we sat down together and lit candles. (Left, Carolyn and Molly enjoying said dinner.) We even went to a BYOB paint-your-own pottery place. Sorry to disappoint, but we did not partake in any merriment, our painting struggled as it was.


Then Carolyn and I trekked up to Killeen, TX. I had never heard of it either. But a special place exists between Houston and Killeen, and Carolyn and I could not help ourselves but make a detour to Georgetown, Texas! It was such a cute town: there was a historical town square with typical-looking old Texas architecture (think dusty ghost town western movies, but clean and with people in them). We walked around the square and took important pictures, like of a
sign celebrating Georgetown's title as the Red Poppy Capitol of Texas, and finally stumbled upon a whole-in-the wall winery. Of course, we couldn't pass by Georgetown Winery! We spent a good amount of time in that tiny place, sitting at the dark wood bar, pretending to know anything about the fine Texas wine we tasted. We met the owners, bought the obligatory bottle of wine after many tastings, and I got some souvenir glasses to begin a collection as eclectic as my mother's. (Right, Spencer taking a rest in Georgetown, TX on our way through the countryside.)

We met up with Carolyn's friend in Killeen, and before we retired to her ranch (with goats!), we hit up a real country-western bar. It was pretty awesome, but even with jorts on I felt out of place. I guess I need to break in my cowboy boots and hat before I go back. I tested my skills and followed Carolyn up to the raised dancefloor and tried to keep up with (apparently) the easiest line dance ever (I still had a hard time). The whole time I had my eyes peeled for the Riggins brothers.

It was a great weekend altogether - this whole post is like an advertisement for everyone to come visit. If you're lucky, I will post a Houston picture of you, too.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Sharpstown Video!






Here's a short video that some CMAs put together. It's pretty awesome. And M is in it! Watch and listen closely, he speaks really quietly. He's the one who puts his hands above his head and says that class was fun because the teacher "gave a lot of examples." Whoop!

Ms. McGrath's 6th Grade ELA

Welcome to room A220! I’m going to introduce you to my students and share a few of our successes. I had 5 students altogether. They were fantastic individuals and a handful together.

D: passed his TAKS (Texas standardized tests) but slept through sixth grade the first time. He fell asleep and drooled over his diagnostic test the first day of class. I kept waking him up and he would write the first thing that came to his mind - like what he thought he was supposed to be writing about. He was still half-asleep the whole time, however, and so his essay at the end of the period read something like: "A topic of an essay tells the main idea...an author tells the plot of a story...characters do actions...beginning, middle and end." It was a start. But as soon as I was able to get him excited about brainstorming and writing, he had some exciting stories to tell (and quite an imagination!).

R: Adorable. I don't know why he was in summer school - he knew all the answers and was anxious to participate. He was always early to class, so we got to chat about how summer school was going. He had a bizarre obsession with weapons and things, however, and while I can imagine where this might come from, it was a startling contrast to his softer, more childish exterior. For example, when I asked them to choose which animal they would be and describe why, he chose a penguin because he had "fuzzy hair and kind of walked like one." But then, when he finished before everyone else and I asked him to draw the animal, his penguin had a giant, jagged sword in it's little wing. In any case, R moved back to Mexico at the end of summer school, and I'll miss him.

H: The only girl in the class. She was adorable also and, as it turns out, not as much a handful in my class as in other classes I observed. I think that I gave her a little more attention as the only girl in the class (an ally of sorts) and she really ate it up. She participated all the time and I could always count on her to give the answer I needed. She was a little shy about reading aloud, however, because she wasn't very confident in her English skills (she often asked whether she could just answer the written questions in Spanish), but I think we got to the level, about half way through, where she would hesitantly raise her hand to offer to read aloud. She was also a great writer and always wrote about her big family.

F: A sixth grade heartbreaker. He was charming and a jokester. He walked around with a confidence and strut that hid his struggles with basic academic material. It was extremely challenging to get him to sit still for long enough to actually try on his work. Partner work did not help, he would first distract his partner, then take their answers right before time was up. His best friend, M, was also in the class and that absolutely did not help. The could not go for 60 seconds without interacting in a distracting way – I never though boys could giggle as much as they did together (and at times, unfortunately, it was contagious – for me too!). No matter how far away I put them, they would make eye contact somehow and break down into laughter. They would make clicking noises with their mouths during silent, independent exercises. They would call out. At times, they were exasperating. But as I got to know them, some things changed. For F, he started to follow directions. In the last week, he would actually reprimand M and tell him to be quiet when M was misbehaving. He participated more in an academic way. And even though I highly doubted he improved much over the summer, his grade went up 45 points from the diagnostic test (the first day) to the final test (from a 28% to a 73%). Seeing his face when he was so proud of his achievement was really exciting. After the times I tried to sit down one-on-one to reason with him, I think he might have begun to see the correlation between better behavior and better grades. And when I showed up in their last period class on the last day, he ran over excitedly and explained their whole science experiment to me, even offering me some of his homemade ice cream. I had to decline the offer, unfortunately (he thought I was crazy for not eating ice cream), but it was a great ending to a sometimes frustrating summer with F.

M: Oh, what to say about M. I wish I had more time with him, and I think I learned the most working with him. He definitely struggled with the English language, and this was evident in his speaking, reading and writing (although he wrote the most endearing stories about his family and their fishing outings). He was in summer school because he didn’t pass either of his TAKS tests and there was a marked difference between his concentration before the tests (about half way through summer school) and after. The day before his reading TAKS, F wasn’t in class. I asked the four students whether they wanted to play a review game or practice more with the worksheets to prepare for the test. Three wanted to play the jeopardy game but M spent the whole class period reviewing his notes and re-doing the worksheets to make sure he knew the material. I had never seen him work so hard! It was awesome. But after he took his test, he kind of fell apart. I don’t think his test went very well and it discouraged him immensely. I think he was really nervous about being retained and from then on, whenever he got discouraged he said he was going to fail anyways and he put his head down and stopped trying. This is why I wish I had more time with him, because I knew that he was capable of working hard and getting the material, but he was so easily discouraged. I wish I could have figured out how to show him he was successful every single day. He was so awesome and I will miss him a lot.


All five of my students were great writers and, early on, I realized they enjoyed writing enough to sit in their own seats and silently work for an extended period of time. Therefore, we wrote a lot. They also really enjoyed idioms and drew fabulous pictures of pigs flying, cats and dogs falling from the sky, talking someone’s ear off and cats holding onto someone’s tongue. All my students passed onto the 7th grade, which is so exciting! But they all have a whole lot to work on, and I wish we had more than 4 weeks together. I felt like we were making some headway with some things, and by the end we had figured out our rhythm and dynamic, but it was just too short.

Of all my days in Institute, my high was being in room A220 and seeing all five of my students. I might have spent all morning complaining about a seemingly useless session and I might have felt sick all morning trying to keep myself awake in said session, but as soon as I shook their hands coming into the classroom, it felt worth it. Sixth graders, too, still have an innocence about them that really reminds you they are still children. And they deserve a top notch education, so much more than I could give them in our brief time together. So, as I prepare for the year to come, I remind myself, beyond thinking about behavioral issues and frustrations and mistakes on my part, I think about how excited I was to see them every single day. My goal is to maintain that excitement for my own students all year long.

The Institute Experience

I could probably talk for pages and pages about Institute. I’m going to try not to. Again, I’m going to be looking for the highs, too.

  • Every morning began at 5:05am. My roommate and I would curse our existence, saying things no prospective teacher should ever say, then hit snooze. Inevitably, the alarm would go off again, and being on the late side, we would need to rush to get downstairs.
  • Once downstairs I filled my bright blue lunchbox (provided by TFA – we all got them) under the watchful eyes of TFA staffers. Since we were the first people getting lunch, the plethora of food was exciting, but I think we took too much the first two days and others didn’t get any food. Oops. So we were closely monitored (fruit or carrots, not both). I got a tofu wrap every single day. I always appreciate the thought to include a vegetarian option, so that’s a high. The low was the amount of tofu – altogether, I think it probably amounted to a pair of dice. One die in each side of the wrap. But, when I put enough mustard and Italian dressing on it, I actually kind of miss it in a bizarre, nostalgic way.
  • I think breakfast was my favorite time of day. We (a bunch of friends from my teaching group) would cram into a booth with our watery coffee and bagels and laugh uncontrollably in our delirious, probably legally insane, state.
  • At 6:20, all 99 Sharpstown teachers boarded three big yellow school buses. (I'd like to take a minute here for readers to close their eyes and imagine 99 bleary eyed, 20-somethings emerging from Moody Towers in "professional dress," carrying heavy backpacks, bright blue lunch boxes slung over their shoulders, boarding big yellow school buses...I crossed my fingers every single day that none of my students would ever see my lunch box or the buses. I could just imagine my credibility vanishing in an instant.) The buses left at 6:25 sharp, and many of us promptly fell asleep. Again, we probably looked uber professional getting off the buses at school wiping drool off our faces and crusties out of our eyes.
  • Our first Curriculum Specialist session started at 7:20, followed by another one at 9:00. These sessions covered all sorts of different topics ranging from how to interact with co-workers, how to employ the diversity competencies, how to internalize TFA's core values, how to lesson plan, execute material effectively, and align our assessments with our learning objectives each and every day.
  • Twice a week we had Literacy Specialist training - how to teach literacy in every content area.
  • Lunch at 10:30.
  • Some weeks I had lunch duty at 11. I would walk around the cafeteria during this time, monitoring the subtle and intricate relationships that exist among pre-teens. It was overwhelming. Cafeterias are not my favorite places.
  • 11:30 - 1:01 Ms. McGrath's 6th grade English Language Arts class took place in classroom A220. I’ll talk about my class in the next entry.
  • 1:05 – 2:30 I had a free block. This is when I could grade things, think about my lesson for the next day, and actively reflect on how I was doing. These were the things I could do, but really the time flew by and I really only got to decompressing and breathing at a normal rate for a fleeting moment. During this time I could also observe other corps members teaching, which was pretty cool to do. Everyone has such a particular style and it’s fun to see people’s personalities come out while in “teacher mode.”
  • 2:30 – 4:00. More sessions. These ones focused on lesson planning or debriefing with our CMA (corps member advisor – lots and lots of acronyms in TFA). Our CMA was the bomb and really helpful when we each had one on one meetings with her – we talked about our strong areas and our “deltas,” or areas of improvement. This part of the day was good, too, because our whole CMA group was together and we could reflect as a group on how we were doing. I was so lucky and got an amazing CMA group – they’re the bomb.
  • We left at 4, and since I ate lunch at 10:30, I went straight to dinner. And basically, after dinner, I started working. Always, we would have to prepare for the next day – and if you were like me, revising my lesson plans took a while because I had to take into account the input my CMA had, then figure out my minute-to-minute plan (my favorite TFA quote is: “If you don’t have a plan for your students, they will have a plan for you.” I took that to heart and over-planned so that I wouldn’t get caught in a tight spot – it sometimes worked), and then gather all my materials. Monday nights we had to also hand in two rough drafts of upcoming lesson plans. Then Wednesday night we had to turn in three rough drafts. This is why I did not sleep.
  • This was basically the schedule for 5 weeks. On the weekends, I did not do much of anything. Sometimes drove around to explore Houston, sometimes went to a movie or something, one or two times had a beer, but more or less I slept a whole lot!

Monday, July 27, 2009

The Bouch. And the Non-Magical Moody Towers.

Hahaha! Ahh...the bouch is finally funny. I really thought this day would never come.

The bouch is the bed of choice in the University of Houston’s Moody Towers. I thought Moody Towers sounded like a mystical, magical place (a la Professor Moody in Harry Potter). I never anticipated just how wrong I could have been.

I lived on the 14th floor. Generally, we could count on maybe one of the two elevators working at any given time (I got stuck only once). But this meant long lines to get upstairs (sometimes a half an hour!) and sore buns after getting impatient and ambitiously trekking up the stairs with all our teacher gear.

So the room: I slept on a bouch, pictured above. It’s not quite a bed and not quite a couch. You pull the mattress out about 6 more inches when you want to sleep. This frees up about an inch and a half more mattress space, and opens a wide, frightening abyss into the unknown beneath the bouch. I never, ever, ever even looked down there, let alone touched anything down there. Some people had inexplicable stains in their rooms – I wasn’t taking any chances.

The mattress was made in a jail - "Texas Correctional Industries." It was not comfortable. My roommate and I wondered when they would feel comfortable – it took about two nights of three hours of sleep and I found myself dreaming of my bouch during the day. It did the job.

The windows in the room were about a foot wide and five feet tall - they were slivers of the outside world during Institute. However, it seemed like whenever I was in the room it was always dark.

But, for this blog, I am focusing on bringing out the “highs,” the positives of my experiences here in Houston. So, after much deliberation, I think that my high for Moody Towers was the camaraderie amid chaos. Just walking through the doors into the Commons, there would be (what seemed like) hundreds of people, just like me, stressed out, tired, frustrated, failing, and they were all right there alongside me. I don’t think I could have made it through Institute if I wasn’t constantly surrounded by the energy and determination of all the other corps members training in Houston. I met some really fantastic people, especially the 99 of us who had to catch the earliest school bus (6:20) every morning to trek to Sharpstown. I never thought I would say I missed anything about Institute or Moody Towers, but I really do miss the people. So that’s my high!

Away We Go!

Let's back-date this blog to June 4-7, pre-Houston and then Induction weekend:

I just had the very best graduation month that I could have possibly imagined. Yet there was very little time for reflection (something I will become very familiar with in the coming weeks) as I crammed my Institute Pre-Work into the week before my planned departure for Texas.

Pre-Work consumed all my time and energy for that week leading up to Houston (in addition to packing logistics and unforeseen travel hurdles, i.e. Spencer's extended stay at Manny's auto shop). I was supposed to read hundreds of pages a day of theories and strategies related to teaching and other TFA-er's personal accounts of their struggles teaching. I read and read, got up early and stayed up late (bizarre post-foreshadowing here); I really tried to do it all, but honestly, it made very little sense. It was still very abstract and distant from anything I had done. So, I plugged through the TFA jargon (it's really like a whole different language) and hauled the pages and pages with me to Induction.

As I briefly mentioned, my car (aka Spencer), was not fit to drive all 1,782 miles to Houston as soon as I needed him to. So Michael saved my life and offered to drive down when the car was ready and I took a flight instead.

I got to the Houston airport with an unfortunate text saying that my ride couldn't actually come pick me up. But, all my luggage showed up and everyone spoke English, so I figured, learning from my previous traveling experiences, I would be just fine. And I was! I eavesdropped all over the baggage claim area to see if I could spot any other anxious TFA-looking people. I found 'em. They were so generous and accommodating and offered to cram into the one car together with all of our luggage.This was the first example of the incredible problem-solving capacity of TFA corps members. The car was stuffed to the gills, but we were all in and on our way. The heat was unbearable, as all the AC vents were blocked and, at the same time, I couldn't get any water because I was limited to the use of just one of my hands in our sardine-like position. But a new friend recognized my predicament and graciously uncapped a bottle for me. With a suitcase directly in my face, I couldn't necessarily see any of the sights on the drive, but this little bit of camaraderie put a smile on my face as we navigated the hot, notoriously awful Houston traffic.

Induction was a real blur. I learned (and promptly forgot) hundreds of peoples' names. I woke up with the sun for the first time in a long, long, time (again, something I would get used to). I sat for hours on end listening to people talk about Houston, interview strategies, the TFA mission, our movement, personal reflections on teaching experience, etc. It might seem challenging, but actually, I was sleeping in an amazingly comfortable king-sized bed and enjoying three vegan meals a day. So, really, not so bad at all.

However, there was a lot of talk about the huge challenges ahead - every single person who stood in front of us reiterated what we had heard moments before: "this is going to be so hard" "when I was in your shoes I couldn't imagine how hard this was going to be" "I wanted to quit every day" "you will fail over and over again"... So yeah, really inspirational. By the end of the three days of Induction weekend, I was numb to the speakers and just wanted to get on with it.

On to Moody Towers...

Blogophobia: Fear of Beginning Your Own Blog

Ever since I committed to spending the next two years with Teach for America in Houston, I've been contemplating my blog. I want to be able to share thoughts and experiences with my friends and family, but I've been so intimidated by those very people I want to share with: so many of my friends and family have such compelling, interesting, hilarious, and frequently updated blogs, that I have been frozen in fear at the idea that I should dare to compete for internet traffic! But now, sitting here in my fabulous new apartment, sheltered from the sweltering heat outside, I've finally decided to give it a go. Also, I am one of about 16% of TFA "corps members" as we are called, that have not yet gotten placed in a school. So as my fellow teachers-to-be plan their "big goals" and classroom management systems, I will sit here and try to briefly recount my experience thus far.

I have been in Houston for about 7 1/2 weeks now. This alternately feels like a really long and time on some days, and on others, like no time at all. However, a LOT has happened since I arrived at Houston Hobby Airport. I want to get this all down, but I don't want any readers to become burdened with the length - reading this shouldn't be a serious commitment. SO, I'm going to try to re-live the experience in internet time, or something...